The day has come which was haunting me for the last 15-20 days.Sitting right in between the piles of clothes(gathris in hindi) I am finally ready to shift to new flat tomorrow morning.So finally I am alone in Noida with all of my friend Rewa,Gupta,Ani and me getting apart after 6 years.I never thought I would feel the way I am feeling right now.To be accurate I would say I feel the same way I felt when I left home for the engg.But life is life you cannot control your own then how can u control other's life.So now let's discuss the past one month chutiyaaps(sorry gals (although very few) for offensive language ) which I have doing as I want to leave on a happy note.
Infact I am wondering whether to mention this thing or not but since this blog is actually me so I won't discuss only those things which project me in a good way so I would discuss this thing.Actually when I was at home last month and watching roadies , I saw a girl natasha and the moment I saw her I felt what you would say "infatuation".Previous to that day I received a test from a company which was to be submitted ASAP within 2-3 hours.i solved it but didn't post it as I didn't have the net connectivity.Now after the roadies I got restless and within 10 minutes and in scorching heat of rajasthan I was in a cyber cafe searching info about her , where she is from , her background.Although I did not find much but I was feeling quite ashamed inside me that how can i be so idiot as what I was doing.but it did end there i came back to noida did searching again and after taht I posted the solutions .Till now I have seen hundreds of fake orkut accounts ,facebook accounts not only of her infact of other roadies as well in order to get a clue of her real account.I know it sounds sheer madness,but kya kare!So , while I was doing this stuff Rewa came and asked "kya kar raha hai raat ke teen baje and I said yaar dimaag kahrab ho gaya hai mera ".He listened and laughed and said "saale itna enthu kahin aur dikha to kahan se kahan pahuch jaega",I think he was right.And meanwhile Mr.rewa gave me a lesson which i wont forgot , he said "mutreja tere tu chutiya hai,tere pass itne chances hote hain tu fir bhi koi ladki nahi patata,i said kaun se chances , he said tere roll no ke pass "g" letter se kitni ladkiyan hoti hai garima,geetika etc etc......aur mere "h" ke aage peeche ladke hi hote hain ".Ans seriosuly there were very few girls staring wid H.So we decided we would name our sons from S so he wud have bright chances,and we came to conclusion "shashank" so he wud be sitting in between, shruti, sheta,shilpi,shipla and lots of those.thanks a lot Rewa I wud always remember this thing.infact if u have some suggestions please pass it on.
few moments back I went to a chai thadi , there I saw a guy,very short in height,he was looking very tired . After finishing his tea he prepared his bed on his rickshaw and adjusted himself on it. I dont know how he manages sleeping on it. But seeing him i was thinking that there are lots of things which has to be done in our society and i am doing nothing for this instead I am spending money on suttas thinking as to how to generate more money for myself ,although i cannot make a major change but atleast I can try.May be join some NGO. I donno may be I wud forgot this when i wud wake up in morning ,I donno......
Rest of things again wud take me to my frustu mode so I wont discuss.Chalo dekhte hai kal se meri hostel life in a single alone room kaise rehti hai.Let's hope for the best kyonki "kisi ne kahan hai jo hota hai ache ke liye hota hai"