knock knock!!

knock knock!
who's there?
it's me?your heart
ohh i expected you to be here,it's walk time
ya.....

So,how'z the day?
naa preety boring as usual
so u again frustrated as usual
ya exactly
So why dont you do something that makes you happy?
I dont know what should I do?
Seriously think about it once again I saw that novel in your room, that guitar besides your bed,tons of unseen movies,hundreds of unread interesting bookmarks and so on...........
ya ya I agree there are things but I don't get time
acha think ab...........
ok I agree.................
dude , do something rather than pondering over things and do things that you like.....
ummmmmmm.......

acha ye bata kya karna chahta hai?bata soch jara....dhyan se......
umm do mahine himalaya pe jaana chahta hoon?
kyon?
tahk gaya hoon boring life se?
hmm.....
kya hau?
nahi I was thinking why ur dad is still working?
matlab,I didn't get you.
matlab , bhen ke takke, saale teri umar hai aaram ki, tu thak gaya hai aur tere parents kyon aaj bhi kaaam kerte hain , so that the family is happy and that is true happiness.....
haan per yaar i dont like going to office everyday?
acha 5 out of 7 seven you dont like?
umm yes......
dude u using too much of these undecsive umms....
waise u got bored in college also as far as I know,then u joined the company u were very happy , then what happened?
yes yes I was very happy, I used to drink,eat and sleep in the office?then gradually everything faded..
why?
I got bored and I wanted something more from job......
good you were very ambitious and then you would have started trying for something bigger...
no I did not get into other things but I stopped working passionately so as to save my time....
lol........lol...........Have you started yet?
no :(

At least few things I heard you did good?
what?
you cleared a SCJP exam(although u went through dumps, but you deserverd it) and you controlled your smoking......kudos t............
wait a minute actually I have stared smoking again......
shame on you?may I know the reason behind this (although you know I love smoking ten times more than you because it soothes me(your heart) but for ur betterment I fake to hate it )..
I m sorry....
Don't be sorry , stop it again,because you know deep inside your heart(I mean me)it's never its too late for anything......
I will try.......
samajh gaya main , saale wo bahar jo last wala hai use mat maar to manno tujhe........
please aaj last.......
koi samjhao is bawle ko........
chal thik hai yaad aa gaya wo to kauwe ke saath maar liya tha
now listen do not post this otherwise people will think you are a sycho...
but You always told me do whatever you like if it's not hurting anybody...
kk......then go ahead but you are responsible for all the harms.......
I know.....

kk then dude enough of talks , hopefully tommorow I will get up I will take a heavy toll of you in the nearby park.....
You know I love that you care for my friend (your big belly, we have a connection whenever she is happy I also feel good)
chalo ab so jaao ..........gn..........