Sunday, June 7, 2009

Live life like what it is meant to be............

I donno wat to write but I want to write something so here I go............
So I wud start with few incidents which I think I have impacted my personality in a very bad way

1.First one was when I went to Kota for IIT-JEE prep and I could not handle things there and I came back just after a week. It was my decision to go and then come back. From that day I have always doubted my decisions whether small or big that it may be a disaster like Kota.

2.Second one was when I my AIEEE form wrongly and inspite of getting a good rank I was in a state where I had sleepless night thinking what wud happen, everyday calling, mailing chairman of AIEEE with no response,thankfully DCE saved me.From that incident I became a too much over cautious person , I get restless as of something should not go wrong until I get the confirmation.I check everything twice thrice even when I lock the door.

3.When I went for My C paper in second Sem totally casually.It was first time in my life when I was sitting in a paper blank after 10 mins I did n't know anything as things i left to study were the only contents in the exam.I could see a supplie(supplementary) in that paper.Meri itni buri kabhi nahi phati thi aaj tak.Luckily I passed the exam, but from that I think 1000 times even taking tiny risks.

So while on my usual chai sutta session today I was thinking why my life has become so dull. And I realised that these things like taking risks,doing things carelessly sometimes , taking some sudden decisions are things which actually make ur life a real life. Ok what if I wud flunk some exam,what If I do some terrible mistake,what if I take a wrong decision. Things may go bad or things may go good too but overall that is the way life is meant to be not the way I do.So, may be tomorrow onwards I wud try to eliminate these things slowly one by one .......

3 comments:

Gaurav Singh Rana said...

yeah u r rite ...we should always take risk in the life yaar otherwise there is no twist and turn in our life which makes it boring.Based on my experiences I can say that it's the road to goal which matters most, rest is all trivial...once you reach the goal u won't feel much excitement as compared to chasing for it...so TAKE RISKS

Kshitij Gupta said...

hmm..and from today onwards, don't check your lock again once you lock it...

Kshitij said...

I would say taking some risks is always a good idea. At the same time the importance of being pragmatic and not taking chances cannot be undermined. I think balance is the key-word in this discussion.